First ABC Day

Today was horrible! Had to force myself to eat breakfast and lunch @120 each and then ended up eating like a pig at dinner.
Yuck. I feel disgusting. Trying really hard not to purge, but I kinda already did a workout purge...
Pilates for 30 mins, ten mile bike ride, walked four miles with 5lb ankle weights, and right now I really really want to go run a few miles :(
Ugh! 500 calorie day again tomorrow. I'm going to stick to 300 to keep myself from losing my mind. Damn it. I need some reverse thinspo plastered to the back of my eyelids!! lol
xoxo, K